Hate me today, hate me tomorrow, hate me so you can finally see whats good for you...

I have to block out thoughts of you, so I don't lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape, to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you, Will you never call again?
and will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face? 
and will you never try to reach me, it is I that wanted space

Hate me today 
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things i didnt do for you
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow 
Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you 

I'm sober now for 3 whole months, it's one accomplishment that you 
helped me with 
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch 
again
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the 
fight 
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
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You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so fucking far away that I'll never cross your mind 
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

Hate me today 
Hate me tomorrow 
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you 
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow 
Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you 

And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave 
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made 
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hands
And then I fell down yelling "make it go away" just make a smile 
Come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered "How could you do this to me?"

Hate me today 
Hate me tomorrow 
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you 
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow 
Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you. 

For you
For you
For you